harlo. u peeps mus think im so pathetic as to resort to locking my diary to avoid spamming. urgh. if only dey can like stop it. how wld dey feel if i wrote crap in their gbk and called them bitches? grr. i didnt make a gbk in my diary jus to let them comment about how much dey hate mi. e gbk is strictly fer frens. i stress. FRIENDS.so if ure less than a fren to mi, pls kindly avoid my gbk. so childish lor. i bet qiaoying mus be laughing now. tt we've ended ourselves in sucha state in e process of kicking her out. so look, being kind doesnt pays.now im realli hoping tt we hadnt accepted her into our clique in e first place, then maybe none of these wld hafta happen. i know xiaolin has disliked mi fer a long time now. from np i guess.. she prob thinks im so suck-up or wadeva. jus bcux ppl care more about their ccas than she do doesnt shapes tt person out to be a suck-uper.and izit my fault whu e ma'ams promoted? like its totally my fault~~ wadeva.dey say i dao wor.. like since when? i cant help it if my mum gave birth to mi with sucha face! u cant expect mi to put on an idiotic smile all day long jus to appear friendly do u? and dey say wad i friggin like to look into e mirror. let mi appeal to u, which gurl doesnt? betta that than act chio buay chio rite? now ure even saying tt im offending u bcuz of my liking to look into e mirror.if i make u detest mi so much, pls stay away from mi. ive no problem with u so if u do, kindly take e initiative to turn e other way rd when u see mi approaching.

haiz im so not lookin forward to tmr. hafta look at yuhan's face again. dunno why she hafta act fierce jus so tt we'll respect her. like, she was a cadet like us not long ago too. e moment shes a CI, she began throwing her weight ard. fer her info, no one likes her. not even py. not us definitely.hmms.realised it feels quite good to be able to write wadeva i feel like writing in my diary. jus wished some ppl wouldnt comment so much. my bro's baby jus arrived at my hse. he keeps grinning at mi, so cute!! ahha. lil cute boy. hes so luckie.. his only worries are tt he hadnt changed his pampers in a long time.no wonder hes constantly smiling. wished i was him. everyone wants to carry him. he keeps getting kissed.hmph.so unfair.if onli i hav a bf, it'd so nice having someone whu cuddles u and jokes goofily jus to get a smile outta u.i wish. ytd at j8 got this realli cute guy in orange whu was totally too gd to be true.his gf damn luckie.cux mi kerr n maro were sitting in e cinema beside e window tokin then when he n his gf walked past,he flashed us e neoprint he took with his gf. then e 3 of us totally stopped tokin and were looking at his neoprint in amazement.hahas. caught e words 'i love you' on it. so sweet. then when e gf saw wad he was doing, she began playfully slapping him. hahas. u think i'll ever hav such luck? realli cant stand dose ppl whu can stead and break like its their daily routine and then brag about it online. do dey even know wads true feelings? true feelings linger. it makes u feel sweet all over and cant stop thinking about him.so wad if u hav 59 or 100 steads? ure merely a player. u dunno a shit about love. so stop boasting about it like u hav jus created some guinness world records.its pathetic.guess tts all fer today. btw, holidays rule.im gonna go swimmin on a hot morning to get darker! ciao!

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-03-16 7:36 p.m.