urgh five days since i last blogged. im not a big fan of blogs. hmm, so why am i writing this? right. to tell all of u tt im not a big fan of blogs.

anyway i seem to be in a better mood nowadays. hmm that stupit crush thingee is kinda one of my strokes of genius.why did i get so obsessed over a complete stranger whom i dun even know well? ok i know why. he looks and sounds nice. okay, call mi superficial.but ive realised my mistakes. god, please forgive mi. hahs.

and i totally blew him off the first time he decided to strike up a conversation by telling him im not free. woohoo.-pat on the back-i hav e making of an independent woman in the 20th century!! hehs

mingcai lost his sister today. jus hopes he wouldnt lose himself in the process too. its e kinda thing tt totally takes u off guard.i mean, i can see why hes crushed and defeated.its jus too sudden to deal with.e least we can do is pray for her to be happy wherever she is now. hope mc will pull thru and stay strong for her sake.

watched anger management today. ok wad can i say? its totally boring. i was turning and twisting in my seat and lookin at evrything else except the screen. hahs. but towards the ending it got more interesting.fortunately for mi.haiz my $7.50. there it goes.

i wan tt mp3 cum cd player sold at j8 so badly! its damn nice :)) but it costs ard $300 bucks. how many years will i take to save up tt huge sum of a money? plus i wan a 7250. tts another $600. and new blades, mine's gettin old. which is another $300. -_- alright. maybe in my dreams.

and im learnng guitar now babes! im just strumming like a mad woman trying to find tune out of the crap im playing.which is totally pathetic cux i dun even know if my strings are tuned.RAH!

and thanks to all of you whu encouraged mi.i realli appreciated tt. its nice knowing tt at least someone cares.i lurve u ppl too!ure e best!

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-04-25 7:56 p.m.