okay.e less i tok, e less mistakes i make.-sighs- why do i keep offending ppl when i dun mean to? i hadnt thot my words would bug n hurt u like this. im so sorrie.i guess i cant take back my words even if i want to, but i jus wan to let u know tt ure nv a hindrance.relle.ure never anything remotely less than a gd fren to mi and i relle treasure our frenship dears. so sorries alrite?

my lifes a mess. i cant even make any head and tail out of it. esp with my cramps and mood swings. tt relle sets mi thinkin, in an irrational and emotoional way.i jus want someone to hold mi close and hug mi. so that i would be reassured tt someone would be dere no matter wad happens. that reassurance from him would mean a whole world to mi. izit that difficult? or am i simply looking for it in the wrong people?

listening to lurve songs have became a chore.i wished i had a problem. i wished i could worry about one.

but the thing is, theres none.

i watched e others go on with their lives happily. having someone special to share their days with, to make each day count. while i live in lonliness deep inside mi.

sure, i like to laugh. its mi. e mi that everyone knows. and i dun tink i can change tt either. but surely evryone has more to them than just a smiley face. even if u can hardly look thru the surface.u cant see it, but tt doesnt mean its not there.

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-04-28 6:44 p.m.