wads with mi? why cant i look into ppl's eyes without feeling exposed? (as stupid as it does sounds)hmms. serious. i mus solve this! i cant b tellin my hubby i lurve him next time and be looking at his nose, mouth, neck, the tree behind him, everywhere except in his eyes.can i? -groans- aww. wad am i gonna do?practise lookin into my eyes in e mirror evryday?? like im even scared of lookin at my own eyes. it wouldnt help! if i look into e mirror anymore than i oreadi do, e mirror wld probably crack.so conclusion? none at e moment. maybe i shall start tinking of it ten yrs frm now when i haf a bf.

problem #2: no aim in life. alrite. why am i tinking about all these weird topics which no one even tinks about at tis age? cux im mature! -grins- yeah rite. and pigs can fly. neh its jus tt one of my fren was msging mi about him wanting to teach music next time n all.he can play guitar even. said hes in grade 7 piano oreadi and when he reaches 8, hes gonna waltz his way into christofori and teach music dere. pays like him $35-40 bux an hr. tts like daylight robbery.:| hes got it so clear in his mind wad hes gonna do. while mi? ive got crap on my mind.real rich. -sighs- i seem to be good at quite a few things but esp good at none.how? like seriously, its prime time to do smth.musics definitely out cux im musically-challenged. basically evrythings out cux im jus plain lazy. i dun fight fer things. i du do anything to get wad i want. i jus sit dwn dere and complain and blog shit. thats mi.

went hme with caix todae.sheena pang sai him! so he decided to go hougang shopx2 so since i was on e way, he kept mi company hme lorrs. like tts relle e first time a guy pei mi hme. hahs. so nice :) had a nice tok with him too. hahs.didnt relle dare to tok to him at first. i mean, with him towering over mi and all.but yeah. hes a gr8 guy.

right. he spiked his hair! hahs. i like spikey hair on guys! kewl :) wonder how hes gonna wear his peak cap manns. hes rank is like wad? senior staff? oosh.like he goes to schs to hold talks wan leh.i tink its cool and all larr. but. he seems very out of my league.but we agreed to be nth more than frens larr. which is totally fine by mi cux bf or not, it doesnt matters. not now anw.and hes easiest e sweetest guy ard.so glad i got to know him.

okay.np.-sighs- jus had e nicest talk to e nicest ma'am.at that point of time. i relle like her when she doesnt acts all fierce on us and all.she even strikes mi as a possible role model.when shes nice.finally someone bothers to listen to us.victims arent always in the right.jus bcux she appears weaker doesnt makes her any different a person than we are. but well. fine.it has blown over and i relle dun feel like killin any more brain cells over this mindless matter.oh wells.id jus hafta learn to look on e brite side of life.afterall,loves in my own backyard rites?

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-05-03 10:24 p.m.