all is lost. no use pretending its not.my doubts were lke. kinda confirmed.and now, i feel lke im sucha fool. being played on. being lied to. being cheated upon.

and i let him.

he said he wouldnt get sick n tired. he said he cared. he said..oh who am i kidding.he said it bcux it sounded nice. he said it in e heat of e moment.but did he realise that.it wasnt just another one of e moments for mi? evrything he said, i held on to them lke it was gold.never quite knowing, that all this time, he was fooling with my heart.

i despise ppl whu fool with others' feelings. but who am i to blame when it was mi, out of my own accord, who chose to believe every single lie he said?i still cant believe its over. just like this. wordless and silent.like it never even started.leaving mi hanging dere, dangling.like a fool, alone, once again.

i wouldnt wanna let go if i had a choice.but sadly,he has made e choice for us.to end things b4 anything even started.and now, i really wonder.

izit good?or izit bad?

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-06-25 11:53 p.m.