im getting better.really.

ive stopped expecting to see his smses or hear his calls. and ive stopped expecting him to drop by my window.but. i jus wished i knew wad went wrong.so tt it will feel more lke a closure to mi.it remains a mystery as to why he put such an urgent halt to our relationship.no words, no explanations.no last look.i guess tts it.no nothing.and im expected to jus get on with my life lke it never happened.

i wonder when we meet again, will he just walk by mi lke im a stranger he nv saw b4? maybe a hi? sighs. no idea.at least now i had a glimpse of the perfect guy. who turns out to be not so perfect afterall.well.time would heal my wound cux it oreadi did.

a little anyway.

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-06-28 10:15 a.m.