its the first time ive ever felt this lonely (izit relle e first? guess not.)

wish someone would cure tis pain(not you.)

its funny when u tink its gna work out

till u chose weed over mi you're so lame!(cant get true-er.your loss dere,bi-atch.not mine.)

i thot u were cool until the point

up until the point u didnt call mi when u said u would(if onli tt was e onli thing u didnt do)

finally figured out you're all the same(took mi long.)

always coming up with some kind of story.(yours was the worse)

well.i jus needed to vent a little.feeling a little cheated n indignant tt he was e one who ditched mi. hahs. oh well.i guess tts nt counted as ditching since we were never together anw.now i relle dunt care anymore. i can tok to him lke a normal arrogant person does.i can sms him and not keep picking up my hp to see if he'd replied.and yes.ive finally gotten over him.tt wanking faggot.

im in e blues without harry potty. at least when i hadnt finished e book,i cld engross myself in e book fer e whole day.not now.now im absolutely sitting on my chair and shaking my feets aimlessly. im bored beyond bored.stoned beyond stoned.i desperately need some fun in my life.and yeah. went blading yest.didnt blade much anymore, no wonder i fell down in my room turning. lke pls. i hadnt fallen on my blades since primary sch! how sick iz tt to hav to fall dwn in my room doing a simple turn at e age of 15.-disgusted at myself-

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-07-02 9:44 a.m.