You represent... anger.

Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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e world is a sad place. e last i heard, ladan and laleh have died.they didnt make it.its kinda sad if u tink about it. if dey hadnt gone on e surgery,they'd still b well n alive now wunt they?-sighhs- they took e plunge and the unestimated risk.and now,they're dead.well at least both of them died together.its better than one alive and one dead.imagine e trauma e one alive wld hafta go thru. when the other part of her is dead.

okay.some ppl are drivin mi up e wall.e obnoxious ways n attitudes.e disregard fer real feelings ard them.e absolute harsh words and the hunger of power.sometimes i jus wished..they were a little more human.cos other than their flesh n blood. deres relle nth i see in them tt resembles one.feelings.is tt smth foreign to them? im not saying tt u hav to forgo ur goals in e process of compromising.but at least, stop to listen to wad ppl hav to say.e hunger to win, to stomp on anyone in e way and e false illusion tt u'll never lose.but e day u finally realise tt u cant jus get wad u want, u wld oreadi hav hurt many others n the process.not tt i tink u care anw.

e laydee whu gave us the speech.damn freakin inspiring.her speech was so thought provoking tt for a moment, i thot i had a shot at being something great.she had e fool's luck,.stumbling into things and happening to be in the right place at e right time.e female forrest gump.smth she said tt we shld compete against our own standards and not against other people bcos competing with other ppl is an endless endeavour tt wld go on forever.dere will always be someone betta than u are.tt relle struck mi. its tis competitive educational system tt shapes out great fighters, who attempts not to lose.and great monsters as well, who never want to lose.and another thing she said about following your heart. cos when u follow ur heart, u'll usually get to where u want.but tts considering tt u do not hav a psychotic heart.and tt in foreign countries dere isnt sucha thing as 'u talk too much'.precisely its tis sense of suppression, from peers and adults, tt ppl loses their character in e process of keeping in themselves wad they want to be heard so badly.and e fear to speak up would onli grow. she oso said smth about spore youths being different from youths abroad. at e age of fifteen like us, we would oblige e tchrs' wish fer us to change places despite how unwilling we are.abroad,if a tchr asks a teenger to switch places, she would go like,'piss off darling.' hahs. aint tt lke damn cool. try doing e same thing here in spore. u'll prob be sent to e principals office for misbehavior dammit.

lots of things happened. and im not shure if tts wad i want. but im following my heart, and it seems to be leading mi away from him.-sighhs- im losing interest, truth be told. im doing e exact same thing tt z did to mi. tt i got so angry about and started whining all day long about. but e reason i dunt feel tt im in e wrong tis time is cos i nv ever liked him b4.not in tt way.and i nv did lie to him about tt either.-sighhs-

yeah.went iceskating yest.damn fun day.betta than e last actuallie. all those snow and freezing water fights relle had mi freezed up manns.and tis little boy tried to smack marcel's protuding butt but ended up in a heap on e grd. ends up he knocked his teeth on the ice and his teeth started bleeding. wth, wad a disgusting sight.and its lke,tt little boy got angry with us after tt incident. dunt ask mi why. prob cos his pride was in question? den its lke, my gloves got stuck in marcel's..braces.hahs.tt was hilarious manns. so out-of-the-tv.lol. tink i embarrassed him quite a little cos i kept laughing at it hours after e incident.hahs. then on e way hme,i had e pleasure of discovering tt three of them lived in hougang.bird,eric and teddy.and well, i had no choice but to go hme with them.marcel who lived in bedok tagged along, strangely.tink he was going to teddy's hse or smth? oh well. then on e bus! hahas so funny omg.i sat beside tis guy whom i didnt know la. then its lke he was typing sms on his hp whose fonts are lke humomgous.hahas. so out of curiosity, i took peeps.but i dint read it i swear.well. not until e last msg, which i casually scanned thru. it went lke. 'hahas, why do i hav a feeling that you're reading evrything i typed?'..*pengz

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-07-08 8:11 p.m.