alright.since when was life so complicating? i would give anything to hav a simple life again. oh well,on second thots. maybe not.i jus wished..things werent SO BAD.

as it seems, someone seemd to hav scanned in a neoprnt of maro, mi and kerrie.[i looked retarded in it] and attached it to a forwarded email. and it says tt 'im e gurl in e centre [which is mi. dUh.] and im a st nicholas gurl currently looking for a boyfriend.and apparently,it listed down a lot of characteristics tt i wanted in a bf which mus hav sounded relle bad n way unpleasant since my fren refused to tell mi wad was it about,with my interest at heart.and a number to contact mi.[phew.gd thing it wasnt my number]and e damned pranker sent it to ppl in sji n maris.lke.. hell!wad in e world did i do wrong? i was so innocent!!! i jus took one stupit fucked up neoprt n evrything seemed to hav taken care of themselves.im relle down on my luck manns. for all u know, i would get banged when i cross e road during green man.and according to my fren, its lke e second or third day tt tis email thingee began n oreadi tonnes of ppl knows bout it.wad is tis. WAD IS TIS! humphs.

ok next topic// im shocked.wasnt wad i expected at all.and neither am i in a state to believe it.but so wad if he does and wad if he doesnt? tts his problem.right? one is enuf.and now. dey're telling mi.warning mi.bud i tink i can take care of myself now.im gna hav a mind of my own. and do wad feels right, to me.

tis feels strangely like history repeating itself.z and sam.and i lost both. nopes, i lost one, n i threw away one.but yes. tis is unnerving mi.e familiarity of being in such a situation.

dey dunt seem too happie.but deres nth i can do.cos i didnt do anything. [as usual]

jus now sam came to my door to return my harry potter bk.erm. yeah. and i went like 'thank you'. which sounded strangely like 'thankiao'. -__-|||

gosh tomms is napfa challenge! haiz. not prepared not prepared not prepared*** if crystal sees tis, she'll prob be like,'of course u're not prepared. u nv even come fer training.'hahs. but.. ok. NOT BUTS. i jus pray wish n hope and all my heart tt nothing would happen to anyone of them.tt god would guide them safely thru e competition.safety first alrite ppl? hahas. nopes dunt shoot mi tt look sheena. im sincerely praying fer their welfare. serious.;)

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-07-18 5:30 p.m.