i dunt know how to explain this feeling. tis feeling of..sickness? sick of hearing, sick of looking. uninterested in evrything related. dere jus isnt that chemistry dere.maybe dere never was. that..'x'factor tt i look fer in guys.usually its tis factor tt drives me, keeps mi interested. makes mi infatutated. come on, admit it. dere hafta be a certain level of infatuation fer a relationship to work.

shure, hes perfect. for someone else that is.i dunt know.singlehood sounds so appealing all of a sudden.

i hate ppl pushing.so hard, that i cant breathe. so hard tt i start backing off.and what makes it worse is his ignorance. he needs me now, i know. tts why im hanging on fer his sake.

well. enuf of tis topic.

today mi chiki xinyu went macs eat burgers n pies.created our personalised 'wadeva' and 'okay'. had lotsa laughs. tts wad makes it nice when im with them.its jus crap, crap and more crap. my style.

den mr koh dropped e bomb by asking mi if i cld sell my fluid fusion ticket to do stage props fer np. like.. omg. pls dunt do tis to mi. i wunt be able to take it.

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-07-29 10:10 p.m.