i tink im really starting to need him in a way. u know.and i dunt wan to. i dunt wan to ever ever feel tis way.its not gna lead to anything good. esp since he's such a major ego.esp since gurls evrywhere wld hav e hots fer him. im really setting myself up for a heartbreak. how?

sheena n i discussed it a little today. she agreed with sam tt i was playing hard to get. am i really? i jus wanted to make shure i dunt act like a bimbo who acts like she cant live without a guy or anything. and i try very hard to make shure no one can tell whu im interested in.but.. i didnt know i appeared as 'playing hard to get'..oh well. and wad ms ng said today. smth about me having 'sharp feelers'. great. just great. evryone's perception of me is jus so plain weird. n it totally makes no sense. maybe its wad i appear to be. but..save ur effort evryone. im one pcs of abstract art tt u arent gna be able to decipher anytime soon.grins-

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-08-16 9:49 p.m.