heys. today was erm. weird.

firstly, she asked me if i wantd socks fer my bdae! :O hahahs. shocked mann. REALLY REALLY dint expect her to rem my bdae. but well, thanks anw. tank u qiaoying.

den funny gladys was so estatic bout handg up her physics file and askd me if i was proud of her n wantd to hugg me! omg! hahahs. okAY mann.no choice yeah. cos i was cornered. so i hugged. rather unwillingly? yeah. but she's funny mann.

den jon calld n askd me wad present i wantd! tts nice of him! hmms. me gna start shoppg for presents le! so busy sumore still got so many october babies! why WHY wHY mus dey be borned in tis busy busy BUSY month???! i really dunt understand.why!

oh yeah. chick was not here today. so quiet! :( but at least she was smart to stay hme to recuperate. cos she got stomach upset i heard. else she come sch start stinkg up e toilet nobody dare to go in how? hahahs.hope she gets WELL soon! miss her!

hmms. jus ate watermelon. mommy siad tt e skin of e melon is very gd at abosorbg dirt so she ask me finish eatg e melon oreadi mus rub e skin all over my face! hahahas. funny mann. e woman opp my hse look at me like im some big weirdo!

oh one unpleasant thing tt happened today. freakin angry mann. like wtf lorh. so childish. e look on her face when she said no. i swear i wld hav slppd her if i had e guts. its inconvenient fer me to say it here but yeah. now i understand e meaning of hot n cold.she tinks she amusing, cute. im sorrie to say tis, but ure far frm any of these.

she's no longer her. its so sad. i feel lke im losing her. not lke i hav much choice in e first place.she initatiated e distance.maybe its jus temporary? i certainly hope so. cos i dunt lke e way shes actg now. possessive. unshure.oh well.

tomms going town ta sell flags. gta wake up lke at e break of dawn? grr. my saturday! humphs. anw anw. im determined ta get my can filled my shimmery noisy coins! maybe even notes! despite them being a tad duller n quieter.hahahs.

siannie siannie sian.yawwwwwn.

tolerance was bliss, until 2003-09-19 9:12 p.m.